I found an old childhood photo
of me cheerfully sitting on my dad's lap.
The image leaks a carroty color.
"Where are my crayons?"
I probably appealed from him.
If jazz music would have a hue,
it would be orange
like the shade of cigarette smoke
rising into a dim light
that turns into orangy musical notes
while Peyroux's “Dance me to the end of Love”
plays in the background.
My mind takes a trip
with a gentle orange highlighter
like dipping a whole page in neon paint
and unlocks my intellect into new cosmic distances.
I am the auburn book.
My car has orange lights
that warn other drivers
whether my body is turning left or right.
It also cautions when I’m in trouble.
“We know where you are heading
and we would not get in the way,”
the other motorists would say.
Orange illuminates direction.
Misdirection, on the other hand,
confuses my opponents
with intense orange hand wraps.
Do I win? Not surprisingly, nope,
but neither do I lose.
We’re both in bad shape,
I unleash 3-punch combos everywhere
while my rival counters most of them,
but we endure the exchange throughout the night.
We live in a square boxing ring.
I relax with orange tea.
It is a bundle of fresh herbs
cooked to a concoction.
It is like a masseuse
who touches my tongue.
It rubs out stress
and incapacitates me to euphoria.
My shadow shows a blissful figure.
A library, my boxing gloves,
sunflowers, a fruit, and a bag…
my entire world is a perky orange.
Self-actualization is a radical orange.
Don’t you ever try to erase it in my universe. ***
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| My orange hand wraps |
Nakitadyak ka na ba ng ubod nang lakas
sa kinuyog na kawawang snatcher
para lang ilabas ang galit
nang mabasted?
Napasigaw ka na ba ng Boom!
para lumayas ang katahimikan
dahil dial tone lang ang sumagot
nang winika mong aylabyu?
Boom!
Nakisali ka na ba
sa mga rally para sa environment
kahit amoy basura naman ang kwarto mo
kasi ini-stalk mo si Caileigh
na myembro ng grupong Grimpis?
Boom!
Uminom ka na ba
ng 20 tasa ng kape sa isang araw
pero pakiramdam mo tulog ka pa rin
at walang hanggang binabangungot?
Boom!
Sumayaw ka na ba
ng "Who run the world"
kasi ang saya-saya
ng viral video ni Angelica, Camille, at Melay
at akala mo liligaya ka rin
kapag ginaya mo sila?
"Sino ba'ng niloloko mo?"
tanong mo sa sarili.
Dagling bumaligtad ang ngiti
at nagbuntong-hininga.
Boom!
Nagpakalat-kalat ka na ba
sa SM Fairview kahit alas-10 pa lang ng umaga
at kakabukas pa lang ng gate,
kahit binoboykot mo ang mall
dahil nagputol umano sila ng pine trees sa Baguio,
habang nakikinig ka sa kantang "esem" ni Dong Abay
at iniisip mo kung anong banda siya galing,
Yano ba o Pan,
sa i-pod mong gusto mong ipamigay
dahil lalo mo lang naaalala si Caileigh
na nagturo sa iyong mag-gitara,
at nanood ng love story
para manatiling kumakapit sa paniniwala
sa kadakilaan ng pag-ibig
ni Derek Ramsey at Anne Curtis?
Saka mo sinabi nang malakas
dahil naka-earphone ka,
"Sana pine tree na lang ako
para 'di na naiinlab.
Masakit sa puso eh.
Boom!" ***
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* Ang pamagat ay mula sa Bubble Gang
Sinubukan ko lang gayahin ang tunog nila Bob Ong at Eros S. Atalia. Kung hindi epektibo, okay lang. Experiment lang naman, 'di ba? :-)
